Tuesday, October 4, 20112:11 AM
■ Moved on?
I told you that i will get over you.
Will i be able to do that?
I can say i am. But only my heart knows the truth :(
Yesterday still lingers.
Not something that i wanna forget.
Friday, September 9, 201110:49 AM
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Friday, September 2, 20119:12 AM
■ You never really left
I dont know what is it about you that I fall for but you have to know it’s not about looks or style or fame , it’s about you all about you .
It is not a big difference even after we broke up.
I still love you like the way i do.
It is not a big difference even after we broke up.
I still love you like the way i do.
Sunday, August 28, 20116:06 AM
■ Hanging on
Been long since i've last posted.
And been long since i'm without you.
Very very hard to pull through.
Yes. All i can say it is that it is very very very hard to pull through.
Everyday i think about what you are doing. How are you. Who are you with now.
Not that i'm stalking you or whatever, but isnt this naturally?
But i dont have to right to ask anymore.
What i could do was to read your twitter.
If you post, good for me. I'll feel better. I know if youre doing fine so i dont have to worry so much.
If you don't post, too bad for me.
Slowly slowly everything that i've do started to link with you.
I go for jogging and when i feel like stopping, what came to my mind was that you said that beautiful girls exercise.
If everything was physically painful, i'll just say, convert every emotional pain to physical pain.
Sometimes when i see a couple together, i'll naturally think of you.
I could really really feel your hug. No im not exaggerating. But it's because i miss you.
I hope you missed me as much as i missed you.
You made a pact that you would genuinely miss one girl.
I was touched initially cos i thought it was for me.
Right until you told me you posted that up just for your friends to laugh at.
Sometimes when i wake up and know that i dreamed of you,
my heart and mind will cry for you, and yearn for your return.
Every time this happens i just want you next to me.
But yet i know when you wake up you may just want one girl next to you.
But that girl is not me. Not me.
Hurts to know.
Trying very hard to move on. </3
And been long since i'm without you.
Very very hard to pull through.
Yes. All i can say it is that it is very very very hard to pull through.
Everyday i think about what you are doing. How are you. Who are you with now.
Not that i'm stalking you or whatever, but isnt this naturally?
But i dont have to right to ask anymore.
What i could do was to read your twitter.
If you post, good for me. I'll feel better. I know if youre doing fine so i dont have to worry so much.
If you don't post, too bad for me.
Slowly slowly everything that i've do started to link with you.
I go for jogging and when i feel like stopping, what came to my mind was that you said that beautiful girls exercise.
If everything was physically painful, i'll just say, convert every emotional pain to physical pain.
Sometimes when i see a couple together, i'll naturally think of you.
I could really really feel your hug. No im not exaggerating. But it's because i miss you.
I hope you missed me as much as i missed you.
You made a pact that you would genuinely miss one girl.
I was touched initially cos i thought it was for me.
Right until you told me you posted that up just for your friends to laugh at.
Sometimes when i wake up and know that i dreamed of you,
my heart and mind will cry for you, and yearn for your return.
Every time this happens i just want you next to me.
But yet i know when you wake up you may just want one girl next to you.
But that girl is not me. Not me.
Hurts to know.
Trying very hard to move on. </3
Sunday, July 31, 201112:14 AM
■ Love almost caused me dead
When i saw you and your new gf's (or whoever she is) pictures, my heart sunk instantly.
It's that feeling that.. I expected it already, but it still hurts so bad.
Maybe because she did the things that i wanted to do with you.
For the whole night my heart was in pain. Like physically AND emotionally.
So much so that at night i cant sleep and i feel like just taking the knife and stab it right through my heart.
No joke. It's so scary that even when i thought about it, it was horrible.
What worse is that you told me when you think back about the past, you only cared about me and not really love.
You said you cared so much that you hope love wasn't the best thing.
I couldn't comprehend this sentence :(
Were all those lies? The day where you said you love me, were they lies?
They remain in my mind and in my phone till now. And all along i believed in your lies?
This ordeal is really freaking hard to pull through.
It's that feeling that.. I expected it already, but it still hurts so bad.
Maybe because she did the things that i wanted to do with you.
For the whole night my heart was in pain. Like physically AND emotionally.
So much so that at night i cant sleep and i feel like just taking the knife and stab it right through my heart.
No joke. It's so scary that even when i thought about it, it was horrible.
What worse is that you told me when you think back about the past, you only cared about me and not really love.
You said you cared so much that you hope love wasn't the best thing.
I couldn't comprehend this sentence :(
Were all those lies? The day where you said you love me, were they lies?
They remain in my mind and in my phone till now. And all along i believed in your lies?
This ordeal is really freaking hard to pull through.
Thursday, July 21, 20118:55 AM
■ What people say.
I cannot guarantee that you'll come back to me.
I cannot guarantee that our problems will no longer exist.
I cannot guarantee that you're doing fine with other girls.
But i can guarantee that i still love you.
The ultimate change in me, is because of,
pain.
If you ever remember to come back to me, to come back here,
you'll know how exactly i feel.
I cannot guarantee that our problems will no longer exist.
I cannot guarantee that you're doing fine with other girls.
But i can guarantee that i still love you.
The ultimate change in me, is because of,
pain.
If you ever remember to come back to me, to come back here,
you'll know how exactly i feel.
Tuesday, July 12, 20113:56 AM
■ Your soul still linger in my heart
I forget about all your bad points and only had your good points in my head.
I forget about all the bad memories and only had the good memories in my mind.
All for this thing called love;
All for this word called happiness.
I forget about all the bad memories and only had the good memories in my mind.
All for this thing called love;
All for this word called happiness.
